Category: Myself
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Pinch Me, Because I Might Be Dreaming.
I didn’t have the worst childhood, but I definitely didn’t have the best. Life threw me some curve balls that ultimately changed the way I’d veiw the world and those around me. My adolescence was messy. Emotional trauma that no one should ever experience followed me. Part of me taken forever, and moments where I…
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Leaving what you knew before…
It’s peculiar, planning on moving away while you are completely and utterly unhappy with life, to then moving away when you are truly content. My plans were put on hold, and in that year my life became the most amazing perfect thing I could ever imagine. Even after years of self hate and mental issues…
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Silence.
I think one thing i really noticed in myself throughout last few months in the UK was how quiet I’d become around almost everyone other than my very closest friends. Alot of the time I found myself silent with my thoughts, watching as everything occurred around me. It’s wasn’t a sense of sadness, rather more…
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Goodbyes
I’ve learnt a lot about goodbyes in recent weeks. Some carry a complete sense of brokenness with them, that crushing feeling in your chest, with a lump of sand in your throat. It’s a sense that whatever you have with that person will never be had again with someone else. That’s the scariest part, feeling…
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The Storm Before The Calm… Potentially?

30.07.22 I’ve always struggled with my mental health, so it came as no surprise to me that 8-10 weeks before I was due to travel the world, and live the life I’ve dreamed of, that my so-called “good mental health” CRUMBLED. But why wouldn’t it? As someone who’s struggled with low mood, intrusive thoughts, anxiety…